- Very much I want, - Vanja has told. - And at me - the request to you. But - only after you will read.
- Well, - Stanislav has told. - Have agreed. I will read.
- Phone at me the same, as earlier...
- Has understood. And where you were all this time? I searched for you twice...
- Left, - Vanja has shortly answered, and Stanislav has not wanted to insist.
He has read a folder in the same night.
1 "... You read these notes, and it means that I already was not present more in the live.
Me have killed.
Whatever cause of death has been informed you, know: me have killed - prudently, professionally, irreproachably purely.
Do not believe that I have suddenly died in the bus in a rush hour from heart attack. At me ideal health. (At you, by the way, -
Simply someone has stolen up to me in crowd and has thrust (directly through a jacket) a needle with any (I do not know
present preparations) kardioletalem - or with any similar muck.
Do not believe that I was inattentive at street transition. For quite some time now anywhere I do not happen so is attentive,
as at street transition, minovanii dark (for some reason) entrances and on platforms of stations, the underground and
suburban electric trains.
If I have fallen a victim of drunk hooligans, know: to me well-known their names. They not hooligans, they seldom drink and
never get drunk. It either Alexander Stepanovich Gurikov (Bough-sashka), or Marlene Ivanovich Kosoruchkin (it Marleha),
or, maybe, Serega-Zhuchok (Sergey Sergeevich Zhukovanov).
Do not trust anybody, both any papers, and any films and the photos, any recorder cartridges and any videorecordings.
Believe that I here write for you, and remember that these data will make you for anybody not accessible (more precisely:
PROBABLY, will make; are capable to make - basically, at performance any not conditions known to anybody), but - only in
the event that remain only YOUR property.
This knowledge will kill you faster any poison if you share it still though with somebody. This secret - on one. Two here is
already much, too much, irreparably much.
More all is afraid of those people whom you love.
Be afraid of mother. It is silly and silly noble. (Never trust noble - they will hand over you, enjoying the unselfishness).
Be afraid of Aleshki - it the alcoholic. (Never trust alcoholics of ANYTHING).
Be afraid of Katjuhi. It twists from you cords, it is pleasant to you, I know, but it is much stronger than you and well it
understands. (I at all do not advise to you to trust in women: the man is not capable to understand any woman up to the end,
it is other kind of an animal kingdom, and it is possible to trust only in the one whom you know to the bottom).
I want, that everything that I have, would get to you and only you. You will finish my invention. I was not in time - time you
read these notes.
Read, understand and exactly nine months do not undertake anything, simply live, as lived till now, and think. Wait. Think.
Be going to make the decision. NINE MONTHS! The decision should ripen in you as the child grows ripe in the woman.
Then you will arrive, as you will consider it necessary.